i want you to decide. how would you like to introduce me to them?
[ he's trying to put it on vincent because a) they're his parents and b) rai isn't sure how he wants to define what they are. usually when he gets involved with people, it isn't worth defining. casual sex to sate the solitary bird and then they're sent on their way.
but this, with vincent, is not that. it's something else. this feels a little more complex ]
[ texting doesn't mean he's free, after all, just that he has a few minutes to spare. rai doesn't want to just assume and show up at vincent's dorm only to find out vincent's potentially in the middle of his studies ]
[ don't worry vincent, you've got some time before rai shows up at your door. twenty seven minutes worth of time, actually. that's what there is between rai's last text, and the sound of him knocking at vincent's dorm room door ]
Thankfully, Vincent and Andrew aren't filthy college boys! They clean up after themselves (mostly). But Vincent still double checks to make sure there aren't any shoes in front of the door way or an unwashed dish in their sink. One he's satisfied the place is presentable, he busts out one of his books to start (trying) to do some homework before Rai arrives. A futile effort since he's nervous and excited to talk with Rai about their status.
It's definitely a talk they should have face-to-face and not over the phone. That doesn't make Vincent any less nervous! SO much so that he pops up onto his feet the second eh hears the door and skitters open to open it up, big brown eyes peering out curiously as if it could be someone other than Rai.
Okay but why does Rai feel oddly nervous too? Nervous isn't really something he feels in any situation! New situation, new feelings, perhaps? It isn't as though 'defining a relationship' is really something he's had to do before so maybe that's where nervousness has been hiding all this time. Maybe it's just been waiting there, tucked beneath an experience he hadn't yet had.
When Vincent opens the door, and Rai sees his face, the nervous energy somehow feels like it both dissipates and builds up even more. It's a strange combination of feelings. To give himself an extra moment to centre himself, Rai wraps an arm around Vincent's waist and steps forward for a quick kiss before ever bothering with returning his greeting. Following that, he breathes out a content sigh as though that's all he needed to be able to relax a little.
For what it’s worth, Rai doesn’t look nervous. Vincent would never guess he’s feeling any sort of way outside of the usual. Vincent leans in when Rai wraps an arm around him, also sighing over that soft kiss. Once he’s free, and smiling, he steps back to invite Rai inside.
Birds just don't show their feelings the same ways that humans do. Even birds who happen to look perfectly human. He also has a lot of practice keeping people from knowing what he's really thinking. It helps to keep people at a distance, where he wants them. Until Vincent. VIncent, he wants to get closer to. Vincent, he doesn't really want to keep at arm's length like he does with the rest of humanity.
Not that that means he intends to give up on his talent for being able to hide things like nervous energy. Oh no, that is a very handy skill, being able to make people think he has his shit together more than he really does.
"I want you~" he chirps as he enters Vincent's dorm, stepping out of his shoes and closing the door behind himself. "But I'll take some water."
Vincent nearly squeaks at hearing that! He manages to hold it in, but there's not hiding the red blossoming on his cheeks. It's a nice feeling to be wanted. But that Rai's so forward about it is what gets to him.
He hurries to the kitchen to get to glasses of water and brings them back out to the dorm's living area. They should probably talk there instead of in the bedroom. Right? It makes sense to Vincent.
Rai may be a little less open about his feelings, but wants are always on full display. He mostly sees humans as a way to fulfill those wants and needs, after all. Even with Vincent, who has taken on a much different role in his life than any other human before him. Especially with Vincent. Especially.
A little more slowly, Rai follows Vincent further into the dorm. He's about to follow him all the way into the kitchen when Vincent returns with their water in hand. Brings it specifically to the living area. Rai glances toward Vincent's bedroom but doesn't make any move toward it. They probably should talk out here. The only intention is to talk. The bedroom can lead an often single-minded bird down a certain line of thinking that tends to leave talking behind. They're here for a conversation. So Rai takes both glasses of water and sits, giving Vincent a chance to sit and get himself settled before handing one glass back.
He's nervous, pulse fluttering as he sits down on the couch beside Rai, twisting slightly to face him better. He folds his hands in his lap (not unusual) but keeps fidgeting with them (that's the unusual part).
"They're really nice. Like I said, they love all my friends." Wow, it's hard to look Rai in the eye right now. "But I'd like to tell them you're, um, that we're more than friends..."
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regardless, i think i'd like to come along
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👉 👈
We're not NOT friends.
How would you like me to introduce you to them?
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[ he's trying to put it on vincent because a) they're his parents and b) rai isn't sure how he wants to define what they are. usually when he gets involved with people, it isn't worth defining. casual sex to sate the solitary bird and then they're sent on their way.
but this, with vincent, is not that. it's something else. this feels a little more complex ]
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[ texting doesn't mean he's free, after all, just that he has a few minutes to spare. rai doesn't want to just assume and show up at vincent's dorm only to find out vincent's potentially in the middle of his studies ]
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(( Now that he's full of nervous energy, he picks up the pace to get back and make sure everything is tidy before (he hopes) Rai gets there. ))
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[ don't worry vincent, you've got some time before rai shows up at your door. twenty seven minutes worth of time, actually. that's what there is between rai's last text, and the sound of him knocking at vincent's dorm room door ]
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It's definitely a talk they should have face-to-face and not over the phone. That doesn't make Vincent any less nervous! SO much so that he pops up onto his feet the second eh hears the door and skitters open to open it up, big brown eyes peering out curiously as if it could be someone other than Rai.
"Hi."
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When Vincent opens the door, and Rai sees his face, the nervous energy somehow feels like it both dissipates and builds up even more. It's a strange combination of feelings. To give himself an extra moment to centre himself, Rai wraps an arm around Vincent's waist and steps forward for a quick kiss before ever bothering with returning his greeting. Following that, he breathes out a content sigh as though that's all he needed to be able to relax a little.
"Hi."
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“Do you want anything? Some water or a snack?”
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Not that that means he intends to give up on his talent for being able to hide things like nervous energy. Oh no, that is a very handy skill, being able to make people think he has his shit together more than he really does.
"I want you~" he chirps as he enters Vincent's dorm, stepping out of his shoes and closing the door behind himself. "But I'll take some water."
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He hurries to the kitchen to get to glasses of water and brings them back out to the dorm's living area. They should probably talk there instead of in the bedroom. Right? It makes sense to Vincent.
"So, um, about my parents..."
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A little more slowly, Rai follows Vincent further into the dorm. He's about to follow him all the way into the kitchen when Vincent returns with their water in hand. Brings it specifically to the living area. Rai glances toward Vincent's bedroom but doesn't make any move toward it. They probably should talk out here. The only intention is to talk. The bedroom can lead an often single-minded bird down a certain line of thinking that tends to leave talking behind. They're here for a conversation. So Rai takes both glasses of water and sits, giving Vincent a chance to sit and get himself settled before handing one glass back.
"About your parents."
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"They're really nice. Like I said, they love all my friends." Wow, it's hard to look Rai in the eye right now. "But I'd like to tell them you're, um, that we're more than friends..."
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