One of Seong's biggest fears is becoming boring to Matthias. It's second only to his fear of Matthias becoming boring to him. He doesn't want Matthias to ever become someone he doesn't want to be around, whose very existence exhausts him (in a bad way). He doesn't want to sigh or roll his eyes any time Matthias texts him or asks to see him. He wants to be excited about it every time it happens. He wants to look forward to hearing from Matthias and spending time with him. He doesn't want Matthias to become some person he endures just because the thought of being on his own is worse.

"Mm we really should, otherwise it's like leaving a job half finished, you know?" Seong presses his lips together and looks away from Matthias. "How cliche is it that I've kinda always wanted to fuck in my parents' room?"